I'm too much of a mess and I can't really post anything i want cause It's all just me whining and not really having a point. OH well, everybody is better off without me there, no longer harassing them, and being a useless friend.

And I also went thru and took down a bunch of my crap videos from youtube as well, but I don't know if I should even keep it up, since I can't upload videos using this laptop (Camcorder uses firewire/ilink, and there is nothing i can find that is compatible with this laptop) I can't even use my old PC because my sister is an idiot and derp all of her furry shit created a shit ton of viruses on it despite giving her the best anti-virus i could. SO i guess she disabled it to view her crap? And I can't afford a new digital camcorder, so what to do now? Fuck these brown man problems.